I’m not perfect but…


Perfection does not exist, Only God is perfect and everyone of us is seeking to become perfect or following the idea of being the best, so is it impossible? well Yes and No.
as I said perfection is only for God , but at the same time you can try to be the best among the people you interact with. Personally, I may not be perfect, but I’m honest, loving, caring, loyal and most importantly REAL. I don’t try to be what I’m not and I don’t try to impress anyone. Friends and family come and go, the only person you have to live with for the rest of your life is YOU. So take care of yourself, always remember that you are someone special and important even if some people make you feel the exact opposite. When you’re important to another person, that person will always find a way to make time for you. No excuses, no lies and no broken promises. I feel that insecure people try to make you feel smaller, where confident people love to see you walk taller. Because some people find that being different than them in certain aspects is bad, while it actually means that you’re brave enough to be yourself.
I am committed to learning, growing and being the best I can be but, I have to be careful to who I open up to. Only a few people actually care, the rest just want to have something to gossip about.
I’m not perfect but, I’m LOYAL. I always try to give all my time to my friends, family, neighbors. But what do I get in return? Nothing but disappointment. Not all of them for sure. Sometimes your most powerful statement to some situations that you face in your life is your dignified silence.
I’m not a second option! You either choose me or you lose me.
You can’t force loyalty….. some people will always let you down.
Not everyone will be who you want them to be. I’m never perfect but I’m always genuine and I’ve realized that people are consistent with whom they want to be consistent with. They are true to who they want to be true to. They are loyal to whom they want to be loyal to. It’s all about choices…. So for that, in my own life with every given excuse that just gets me closer to an exit. And it’s no love lost, I just choose not to waste my time with games… We can be cool with these people, but can’t be close. Loyalty is rare, so if you find it, keep it.
Finally, I’m not perfect but, when I care or love someone I show it. I don’t show people that I’m arrogant or I’m better than them in any way. You want to know why? Because human beings are not meant to be perfect! nor do we have to pretend to be, but it’s necessary for us to be the best version that ourselves can be. And because nobody’s perfect, everyone’s good at being them.
I might not be proud of some stupid decisions I took in my past, but I’m proud of who I am today and you all should be, and remember no one does a better job at being you than YOU!

Hadeel Abdulla